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Can you say you're fully happy right now?
the only reason i cant say fully is because i am at work right now, and it is my last week here, so i am itching to be done!
Do you think someone's thinking about you right now?
it doesnt matter. i dont need to think someone is thinking about me to feel happy or confident in myself.
Is there someone who stopped talking to you for no reason?
just because i didnt understand the reason doesnt mean there wasnt a reason.
Did you ever get called horrible names like whore, skank or bitch?
yeah.
Where did you sleep last night?
in my bed.
Have you ever slow danced with anyone?
yes.
Have you ever cried in public?
yes.
Have you ever felt safe in someone's arms?
yes.
What would you do if you were pregnant?
not get an abortion, since i live in ohio.
Are you afraid of letting anyone in?
yeah. but that doesnt stop me from doing it anyway.
Do you like cuddling?
mostly. that doesnt mean i cuddle all the time.
Have you ever cried in school?
yes.
Who's the last person to send you a message on Facebook?
harley.
Do you look decent when you wake up?
lol i dont think so, but kyle thinks i look "so fine."
Have you ever been given roses?
yes.
Have you ever had a long-distance relationship?
yes.
Does it bother you when people never answer their cell phones?
well, yes! especially when i see them in person and not only is it always on them and charged sufficiently but they use it constantly.
Do you care what happens in politics and in your government?
yeah.
Have you ever been called "babe" or "baby"?
daily.
Have you ever witnessed someone else engaging in a sexual act?
no.
Where did you get drunk last?
lol that is a great question. we dont really drink!
What’s your relationship with the last person you texted?
actual text message was kyle. he is my boyfriend.
If someone went through your pictures, would they find a dirty one?
i dont believe so.
Do you want to see anyone right now?
kyle! i am glad we work together for the remainder of the week so i can see his face. im gonna miss working with him tho.
Have you ever fallen asleep in someone’s arms?
yes, before i started having chronic neck stiffness :'D
How long does it take for you to fall asleep at night?
it really depends on what ive got going on. if it feels like a "brain is gonna be thrashing around" night, i take half a xanax, lol.
How many pillows are on your bed?
two.
When’s the last time you cried?
last night, kind of.
Is it cute when a guy buys you flowers?
no. i dont give a shit about flowers. get me something to eat, like a pizza.
Will things change in the next month?
yes!
How did you do on the last test you took?
i took a typing test a few weeks ago. 128wpm with 2 mistakes.
Have you ever wanted to tell someone something, but you didn’t?
sure.
Are you afraid to grow up?
too late for that.
Are you busy tomorrow?
kinda.
How long have you had the shirt you’re wearing?
years.
Do you give out second chances way too easily?
i used to.
Has anyone told you that you’re amazing?
yes.
How many black shirts do you own?
a lot.
Do you think you'll be in a relationship three months from now?
i better be!
How come you’re not going out with the person you love?
i am.
When you feel cold, does eating warm food help you feel warm?
sure.
Do you want to diet?
i guess? but i dont want to actually do it lol.
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What's the first thing you do when you get on the computer?
at work, check email. at home, log into world of warcraft.
What’s the one thing that could make your day better right now?
go home for the rest of the day.
What’s the last TV show you watched?
mind hunter.
What do you mainly watch on YouTube?
video game videos, like lists of things or sin counters.
Do you sing in the shower?
not really.
What's one thing that you just wish you could do all of your life?
stay at home and play video games.
What do people most pick on you about?
kyle jokes around with me about how forgetful and absent minded i am. not in a serious way lol.
If you were a professional sports player, what sport would it be?
esports.
What's one item that you wish you owned right now?
im not that kind of person.
What's the most time-wasting thing that you've ever done?
guild wars 2.
Have you ever thought of a weird question, but you didn’t ask it?
sure.
Why would someone underestimate you?
because that is what people do.
What do you think about before you go to bed?
it depends.
Do you have a celebrity crush?
several, i guess.
If you could be any character in a movie, what would it be?
idk. i dont wish i could be anyone else with any regularity.
What're the lyrics to the last song you heard?
"ima keep it real like a bran' new hunnid"
Is there someone you think about day and night, but they don’t even know?
he knows.
Do you pour thoughts into diaries?
no.
If you could learn any instrument, what would it be?
guitar. easily transportable and playable.
Would you rather go to the mountains or the beach?
mountains.
You get one full day with the one you love, so what would you do?
eat, smoke weed, make love, play video games.
If you could dye your hair one color, what would it be?
i dont intend to.
How do you like your eggs?
over easy or scrambled. but i only like eggs when i make them.
What's the last thing you just ate?
last night, i ate two sugar cookie sandwiches. had frosting in the middle.
If you could live anywhere, where would it be?
Here, but in a house that I own. <-This, but here lol <- man, i agree!
What's the most random thing you can think of right now?
man idk. im thinking a lot about ffxiv and wow rn.
How many Jacobs do you know?
ive known plenty, but i actively know one.
Do you own Nike shoes?
nope.
What do you do before bed?
usually play video games until i am too tired, then lay on the couch and look at reddit until i am too tired, then i close my eyes and cuddle with my animals until i fall asleep.
Is there a habit you have?
yah lol.
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Thinking back to yesterday, what were you doing around this time?
this same thing lol. sitting at my desk, fucking off.
What was the last thing you watched on the TV?
mind hunter.
Do you think pets can get annoying easily?
i wouldnt say easily. id say at first, then when i get used to them, it stops getting annoying, until they do something annoying.
Did you know that pickles have no calories?
lol i dont care.
Do you enjoy family get-togethers?
nope, not my family.
In a group of three, do you often feel like the third wheel?
i never cared about being the third wheel. yall wanna hang out with me lol.
What color are your pants?
grey.
Is there snow on the ground where you are?
nope.
What's keeping you warm right now?
clothing.
Has anyone bought you a piece of jewelry?
yes.
How far away is your next birthday?
lort, like 10 months.
Do you have plans for that birthday yet?
LOL no.
Do you think it’s attractive for a man to wear eyeliner?
it really depends, but i dont have much feeling about it either way.
When did you last take a shower?
this morning.
Have you ever been to the Grand Canyon?
nope.
Have you ever flown somewhere alone?
yes.
Are you more serious or funny?
kyle tells me i am more serious than anything, but idk about that.
Is there someone that annoys you, but you haven’t told them?
lol everyone annoys me. they dont have to know that. i can maintain my emotions and be a mature adult about it.
When's garbage day in your area?
wednesday morning.
Who or what was the last thing to really irritate you?
the coffee pot this morning!
Do you think people either love or hate SpongeBob?
i dont know.
Have you seen that new "Lie To Me" show?
no.
What's something you’d rather be doing right now?
Not being here. <- yeeuh
Do you find that people are too hard on you?
being are abrasive and selfish in nature. people are too hard on each other. i dont take them seriously.
Do you take surveys often?
not as much as i used to, but i like to every so often.
Who was the last person you yelled at?
i dont yell at people.
Do you tend to slam things around when you’re mad?
no. thats childish af.
Do you know anyone who hates or dislikes chocolate?
yes.
Do you know anyone who's racist?
yes.
Could you vote in this last election?
yes.
Have you taken a shower today?
yes.
How much sleep did you get last night?
i dont really know. 8-9hrs.
Do you have more girl friends or guy friends?
girls now i think. but close friends, mostly men.
What's your current mood?
maybe a bit annoyed? idk. kyle is grilling me a bit about how im spending money lately.
Is there anything on your mind at the moment?
theres always something on my mind.
Are there any movies out that you’d like to see?
no.
Have you ever been on a website called Stickam?
no.
Have you ever hated yourself?
sure.
Are you hungry?
yes, always.
Did your parents ever ground you?
yes.
Where was the last place you went out to eat?
man idk.
Have you ever felt like you needed a better life than the one you have?
yes.
Do you own an MP3 player of some kind?
i use my phone.
Do you have a moment in your life you wish you could replay over again?
nah, im fine moving forward.
Have you ever been in a play and if so, did you like it?
once, in junior high. it was weird. i didnt hate it, but i didnt like it either.
What's one musical artist you wish wasn’t making music?
i dont care. i choose not to listen if i dont like it.
When was the last time you cleaned something?
earlier today.
Have you ever been so sick you had to be taken to the hospital?
no.
Do you like your smile?
its fine.
What's your opinion on medication prescriptions being handed out to "fix" people?
this is a bloated statement.
Do you have someone that you think truly understands you?
no one truly understands each other. that is both a beautiful and horrible thing about being human.
When was the last time you doubted yourself?
who knows. i dont keep track of my negatives.
Is there anything currently bothering you?
sure.
Would you say that you’ve got something "special" about you?
yes.
Who was the last person to cheer you up when you were down?
kyle. he always cheers me up.
Are you scared of what you don't know?
sometimes.
Is there anything in the next six months that you’re looking forward to?
yes.
Are you or were you popular in high school?
uh sort of? infamous in a negative way the first two years, well known and liked the last two. i dont care for popularity.
Do you really care what people think about you?
only certain people. otherwise, no.
Do you find yourself treating others like you’d want to be treated?
i try really hard.
Are you constantly envious of others?
never jealous.
Are you more of a whiner with things or a doer of things?
doer. if i dont like something, i want to change it. i whine when there is nothing i can do, logically.
What're three of your favorite TV shows?
frasier, six feet under, wolf's rain.
Would your friends say you’re a relaxed person or stressed?
ya know, i dont know! i have GAD so maybe not relaxed? but im a stoner so maybe they would describe me as relaxed? maybe burnout is the best lol.
What do you find yourself worrying most about these days?
money.
Would you say it’s hard to earn your trust?
no. but if you lose it, it is gone forever.
Who was the last person to compliment you?
kyle. or maybe someone else, who knows. a lot of people have been very touchy feely with me since they found out this is my last week. its been super wholesome.
Did anything interesting happen this past week?
something interesting always happens.
When was the last time you felt scared?
probably last night lol. the garage light is out and we keep NOT replacing it, so when we come home at night, the garage is pitch black. i am super afraid of the dark.
What’s on your mind this very second?
foooooood.
Do you know the difference between "your" and "you’re"?
yes.
Do you correct other people’s grammar and/or spelling when talking to them online?
no. how fucking petty. i will only make fun of you if i dont understand wtf youre trying to say.
Is bacon one of your favorite foods?
its up there.
Are you one of those people who like to sleep in on the weekends?
i would like to, but i cant. stepson is an early riser and he is required to wake us up before going downstairs.
Do you like things vampire related?
yes. inb4 twilight happened.
Have you ever cussed at a parent or teacher?
yes.
When was the last time you saw snow?
maybe a month or two ago.
Have you ever felt stupid after saying something?
absolutely.
Do you find yourself cold at the moment?
a bit!
Are your nails currently long?
longer than id prefer.
Are you the kind of person who doesn't like talking about their past?
not really. i dont mind. the past is just stories of my life.
Do you have long, slender fingers or short, chunky ones?
long and slender. like salad fingers.
Do you think your foot size fits your body type?
i dont think it looks weird.
Are you the competitive type?
i can be.
Are you more of a mommy’s person or a daddy’s person?
fucking neither.