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well, i've certainly seen better days. seen worse too... much worse. so, eh. basically, i just want to deny all life for the remainder of the semester, or at least until SPRING BREAK '05.
i miss nick so much. as i told him last night, being in love is hard. it's amazing how much i love him. and i cant believe that i just grow more and more in love with him as time goes by. i only wish that i didnt need him so bad. i wish i was a stronger person. im rather pathetic.
speaking of pathetic... my mom!
the drive up to Hampden-Sydney (the part before i got lost anyways) was gorgeous. it was so dark and there were so few cars and the moon was so bright and the snow was like glittering and painted silence. and they were playing Neil Young's Harvest on the radio... just perfect (for once!). i felt old.. older.. and a terrified child all at once. i wish i was on that dark road in the deep middle of nowhere again right now. i wish i was in nick's arms.
i miss nick so much. as i told him last night, being in love is hard. it's amazing how much i love him. and i cant believe that i just grow more and more in love with him as time goes by. i only wish that i didnt need him so bad. i wish i was a stronger person. im rather pathetic.
speaking of pathetic... my mom!
the drive up to Hampden-Sydney (the part before i got lost anyways) was gorgeous. it was so dark and there were so few cars and the moon was so bright and the snow was like glittering and painted silence. and they were playing Neil Young's Harvest on the radio... just perfect (for once!). i felt old.. older.. and a terrified child all at once. i wish i was on that dark road in the deep middle of nowhere again right now. i wish i was in nick's arms.