Levitation Spell 017 // Things I Almost Remember, And A Song Someone Sings

[surrendertoto]

Lately I've

There are issues that have been on my mind lately that I feel have put me in a more somber mood. This song is also not helping.

For those of you who can remember, and wouldn't mind sharing the information... what was your home like? When did you first start remembering and... did you want to?

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[ice_echani]

My home? I remember... more than one place, but nothing is clear. I only know that I am Echani.

[surrendertoto]

What does that mean, exactly?

[ice_echani]

It is the name of my species.

[surrendertoto]

I see. Do you... do you find that knowledge important to you? To who you feel you are?

[ice_echani]

I am not certain. In a way, it is no more than others' knowledge that they are Humans. But I think there may be more that I cannot remember.

So I do not know how to feel about it.

[surrendertoto]

I see.

I think what I'm most worried about is having my sense of identity shaken. I know who I am now, and what made me this way. But I know nothing about who I used to be. She's almost a stranger to me.

[ice_echani]

That is a disturbing prospect. Yet I believe I know how you feel. We have so little knowledge of ourselves.

[ooc: struck out after a moment, just because she's not comfortable being so open on the journals.]

[surrendertoto]

I know it's pointless to worry about, but it still bothers me.

[ooc: struck after a moment to be courteous]

[ice_echani]

I do not think it pointless. None of us can truly say what sort of person they once were. I myself would like to know the truth of the things I heard in my dream, yet it is impossible to stop living our lives in the present.