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I'm thinking of finally ending my little run here...I haven't written much and I'm addicted to the drug we call myspace..thanks much gary...plus I grind my teeth most of the time when I flip through/scan others' journals....in the words of Stephen(paraphrased)"Life is shit...get over it" everybody has issues....and I wouldn't mind never waking up again and just dying...but...I've come to realize it...I'm ugly...I'm fat...I'm lonely...I'm a bitch and frigid...and probably will never have a white picket fence fairytale ending...but of well...I'm going to try...and deal with it...
On another note, I went to the Pride Festival in Pittsburgh today...tons of fun...not what we all expected tho...it was a very wholesome/family environment...but whatever...Stephen, Gary, and I...had a blast we ran into Miss Diana Ross, Miss Nicole St George...my amigas Merc and Steph...Anita and her girlfriend were there along with our friend Lou/Joe...so it was fun times...only a few leather-clad men roaming the North Shore Park...lol....
Well, I am going to head on to bed so I don't end up eating any more tonight.....I want to stop late night eating...
Stephen and I talked about my goals...I'm giving myself 6 months to turn me around lose weight and what not on my own...if it is unsuccessful, I'm calling and making an appointment for gastirc by-pass surgery...but that is the last resort...after I lose my weight, I'm getting a few cosmetic tune ups....gettin' "Pam and Tish" perked and some Nip and tucks....after a few weeks of tanning with Gary, we'll head over to the beaches of Italy to celebrate...maybe I'll find my knight in shining armor over there...
until next time...
ciao bella!
On another note, I went to the Pride Festival in Pittsburgh today...tons of fun...not what we all expected tho...it was a very wholesome/family environment...but whatever...Stephen, Gary, and I...had a blast we ran into Miss Diana Ross, Miss Nicole St George...my amigas Merc and Steph...Anita and her girlfriend were there along with our friend Lou/Joe...so it was fun times...only a few leather-clad men roaming the North Shore Park...lol....
Well, I am going to head on to bed so I don't end up eating any more tonight.....I want to stop late night eating...
Stephen and I talked about my goals...I'm giving myself 6 months to turn me around lose weight and what not on my own...if it is unsuccessful, I'm calling and making an appointment for gastirc by-pass surgery...but that is the last resort...after I lose my weight, I'm getting a few cosmetic tune ups....gettin' "Pam and Tish" perked and some Nip and tucks....after a few weeks of tanning with Gary, we'll head over to the beaches of Italy to celebrate...maybe I'll find my knight in shining armor over there...
until next time...
ciao bella!