"I've Got Blood On My Hands..."
So the attempt to move my shite out of the old place I kinda sorta lived for like two seconds isn't very successful, anytime the attempt grows near something always comes up...either I sleep in or my help doesn't end up helping, etc etc...I am seriously shooting for next weekend if it even kills me and if I have to do it all by myself I will...not going to like doing it by myself, but I'll just have to get over that. So thank god payday is this Friday, problem being it is still 5 days away...I don't know how I am going to cope until then or even put gas in my car, lol...I thought living at home would give me the time to save, I swear to god I spend more...I know the gas mileage doubled since I don't like near work anymore, but damn, all my checks should go for that...it isn't because I blow my money on stupid shite...I seriously haven't bought anything for myself like clothing and what not for ages...and I don't eat out too much nor do I go out, this past week was the first time in awhile I went out...I am just really confused...I swear to god there is an alien eating my bank account...lol...maybe it'll start getting better now, but who knows...I hope my raise will go into an effect next payday, lol...who knows I don't even know if I have health insurance yet either...I sent in my form but, well, ya know...I think this payday I am going to start my "Eat Right Live Right" Lifestyle diet if I have enough money left over...time to start taking care of myself and get myself ready to put back on the market...lol...craziness...but children it is time to bathe and get ready for bed...work tomorrow...lots of paper work is awaiting me at my desk in the morning...woo hoo.
Until next time...keep on living...
Until next time...keep on living...