Oct 03, 2004 13:08
Words can not describe the warmth and happiness I feel right now being here at my parents' house...back in my hometown where everyone I love and care about reside...it makes me wonder if moving that far away was worth it...I truly do want to move back...not exactly back INTO my parents' house but just move out and closer to home...I would settle for Monroeville or Trafford right now...even North Huntingdon/Norwin by the Turnpike...I just need physical contact...the phone and the internet isn't enough anymore...I haven't failed...I can live out on my own and I can do it well, I just learned there are more important things in life. Like family and friends...and being there for these people...to truly let them know that you love and care for/about them.
So I have somethings to think about and work through...but driving from Jeannette to the North Side is by far no sacrifice to me then the one I sacrificed 3 months ago when I moved over 40 miles away from my home...I now realize I must stay close to the people I love...and there is nothing wrong with that...I just need them...and I love them too much.
So I am going to wrap this up to drive back to Pissburgh to pick up my cat and some clothing for this upcoming week I'm spending at my parents' house...at least it'll give me an idea of the commute...hee hee.
Until next time...keep on living...