Aug 12, 2005 00:12
I saw the Butterfly Effect tonight. It was cool. It kinda freaked the shit out of me, but it was cool none-the-less.
I leave for college soon. I have mixed feelings about it. I'm afraid, but excited. Unprepared, but ready. I guess my biggest fear is that I will lose touch with the people I knew here. I don't want to abandon everything here.
I know that I'll make new friends when I get there, but these people made me who I am today, and I'll never forget that. To everyone that is leaving/still here when I leave, know this: Thank you for befriending and loving me. Thank you for saving me.....I'll never forget you......
And now for some abstract thought.....
Just as you're laying there with them standing around your final bed,
Remember that we were all there once.
I know you're afraid for me and yourself, but the pain will soon recede,
Just be quiet for the moment......this moment.
Snuggle up beside me, lets dream our fondest dream as we laugh the time away,
and maybe we will soar these stars again my friend.
I'll write this letter to you, just to make you smile.
I cant forget the way those tail lights looked as they faded from view.
I promise I'll forget about how it "makes him smile, cause thats what you are"
But it should be said that even though he forgot,
I still believe it.