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hello. so it's officially christmas eve. happy birthday memere 2. so yeah. it's cool. i just got home from tommy's. i didnt give him his present cuz we didnt have time. its decent though.
i'm in a reflective kristen mood. considering it's the end of the year. so let's see.
i finally got over the worst issue in my life. and it was horrible because i'm the type of person that hangs on for everything. but i finally let go. and i couldnt be any happier about that. i honestly dont even know why i held on but hey. whatever.
uhm. huge fights with sarah + meg. wow. worst times. i need them in my life. really. im glad i ahve them...although it is separately. kinda sucks when you're two best freinds dont like each other.
i workk. heritage + paper store. amazing itmes. i honetsly lik eboth of them. the people at heritage & just teh paper store is fun. i really like it. i dont know if ill heritage again next eyar.
i went on a cruise with some fabulous people that i love now. i wish i talked to them more. and it was the best experience of my life. it was amazingly fun. i loved it. honestly infinite beyond belief.
mm. soccer again. it was great. i jsut wish that we would have own states because we deserved it. best group of girls that ive ever played with. they're amazing na dit was such a good time...through everyting/ + coaches award which is kinda pretty sweet.
im getting happier with myself...slowly but surely i guess. i need to finish apps though. yeah. i dont know what i want?
hmm. let's see what else. jingle ball was great. i loved it. such such such a perfect time. mr chris brown is ridic. + fob. lovelovelove.
im in the top 6% of the class. which is sweet too. i need to do well or i cant handle it. thats just how i am.
uhm. lets see. this year has been crazy and its too intense to attempt to sum it all up i think.
biggest thing. i fell in love. and it ... i dont know....it just is. i guess. with him. and he leaves. and i feel used and abused when im not altogether. and i just. yeah.
i feel lost.
i'm in a reflective kristen mood. considering it's the end of the year. so let's see.
i finally got over the worst issue in my life. and it was horrible because i'm the type of person that hangs on for everything. but i finally let go. and i couldnt be any happier about that. i honestly dont even know why i held on but hey. whatever.
uhm. huge fights with sarah + meg. wow. worst times. i need them in my life. really. im glad i ahve them...although it is separately. kinda sucks when you're two best freinds dont like each other.
i workk. heritage + paper store. amazing itmes. i honetsly lik eboth of them. the people at heritage & just teh paper store is fun. i really like it. i dont know if ill heritage again next eyar.
i went on a cruise with some fabulous people that i love now. i wish i talked to them more. and it was the best experience of my life. it was amazingly fun. i loved it. honestly infinite beyond belief.
mm. soccer again. it was great. i jsut wish that we would have own states because we deserved it. best group of girls that ive ever played with. they're amazing na dit was such a good time...through everyting/ + coaches award which is kinda pretty sweet.
im getting happier with myself...slowly but surely i guess. i need to finish apps though. yeah. i dont know what i want?
hmm. let's see what else. jingle ball was great. i loved it. such such such a perfect time. mr chris brown is ridic. + fob. lovelovelove.
im in the top 6% of the class. which is sweet too. i need to do well or i cant handle it. thats just how i am.
uhm. lets see. this year has been crazy and its too intense to attempt to sum it all up i think.
biggest thing. i fell in love. and it ... i dont know....it just is. i guess. with him. and he leaves. and i feel used and abused when im not altogether. and i just. yeah.
i feel lost.