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So I have been trying really hard to be "just friends" with a girl I have never met. I saw her once and was disoriented by the moment.....a collection of the buzz I had, the July heat, an extra sensory kinda deejay vu and her increasable beauty. This girl was so hot and I was all stinky and sweaty from band practice inside a hot ass garage in the middle of July. Most importantly at the time I had a girlfriend that I was being true to....so I didn't go talk to her. She moved to Hawaii before I ever had that chance to see her again. I then introduced myself to her via e-mail. We started e-mailing back and forth. Then talking when our mins are free and now I am getting a second job so I can go meet her.
I don't really know what it is about me but she likes me abunch. She has written me poetry and I am going to write her songs. She keeps saying things like "a hot girl in paradise waiting for me" and all that.
To be completely honest I really cannot bear to feel heartbreak again but she tells me she is falling for me.
Is it possible to fall in love with someone you have never met? I have never felt infatuated with someone that I couldn't touch......Well as far as I can tell we are both people that usually get what we want when set in that direction. But then again.....lets be realistic here....no lets not...this is too fun....its like a fucking movie and if I don't at least go check it out I will forever regret it. So I am going to go see her next month sometime. I can't wait. FUCKIN HAWAII!!!!
On a different note I have a date with Melissa Saturday afternoon sometime. I don't really wanna go now. I would rather talk to gina on the phone. pretty pathetic? fuck that....pretty lucky to feel like this :) This is good. It keeps me at that friendship level with girls and they are more apt to belive im not tryin to fuck them if they know how much this girl is on my mind.
Letting passion overflow like this is amazing.
I don't really know what it is about me but she likes me abunch. She has written me poetry and I am going to write her songs. She keeps saying things like "a hot girl in paradise waiting for me" and all that.
To be completely honest I really cannot bear to feel heartbreak again but she tells me she is falling for me.
Is it possible to fall in love with someone you have never met? I have never felt infatuated with someone that I couldn't touch......Well as far as I can tell we are both people that usually get what we want when set in that direction. But then again.....lets be realistic here....no lets not...this is too fun....its like a fucking movie and if I don't at least go check it out I will forever regret it. So I am going to go see her next month sometime. I can't wait. FUCKIN HAWAII!!!!
On a different note I have a date with Melissa Saturday afternoon sometime. I don't really wanna go now. I would rather talk to gina on the phone. pretty pathetic? fuck that....pretty lucky to feel like this :) This is good. It keeps me at that friendship level with girls and they are more apt to belive im not tryin to fuck them if they know how much this girl is on my mind.
Letting passion overflow like this is amazing.