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Dec 05, 2004 08:47

against x her (8:48:50 AM): OMGZ SPAIN FRANCE!!11!1one!one1!
against x her (8:49:03 AM): LYK A FUKIN GRT TYM
against x her (8:49:33 AM): ...i'm a morning person.
th3 tru p3nguin (8:50:13 AM): gr8**
th3 tru p3nguin (8:50:14 AM): lol

anyways.
so i spent last night contemplating the relationship i have with my sister. and i came to a conclusion: she knows more about me than anyone, and probably respects me more than anyone also. She knows more than i think she does about me, i think. I really should give her more credit. I love her. if she loved me as much as i love her, that would make me so happy. because in terms of life, she's such a better person than i am. i cannot even try to amount to her persona. Sometimes when i do shit, i feel like i'm dissapointing her. So i try & hide it in hopes that what she doesn't know won't hurt her. But she knows, most likely. And so what if she knows, i am what i am. Right? Right. i think.
whatever.
and the shit she'll give me is just because she loves me, which is always good to know.

i love you.

what do you want for breakfast?
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