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I'm wondering if I've always been as cynical as I am now.
I don't really believe in much anymore. I used to. I used to have certain beliefs that no one could really touch. I'm not sure what happened to those. I'm not complaining. Just stating a fact. Somewhere between going to college and now I've become a bit nihilistic.
I don't think that's a bad thing. I think it just is. However, I have been told it makes me one hell of a kill-joy. I've become kind of dark mentally. Alot more than when I used to wear black all the time and talk about killing myself. Not sure exactly how that happened.
I don't really believe in much anymore. I used to. I used to have certain beliefs that no one could really touch. I'm not sure what happened to those. I'm not complaining. Just stating a fact. Somewhere between going to college and now I've become a bit nihilistic.
I don't think that's a bad thing. I think it just is. However, I have been told it makes me one hell of a kill-joy. I've become kind of dark mentally. Alot more than when I used to wear black all the time and talk about killing myself. Not sure exactly how that happened.