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my mind is such a strange creature. it vascillates so quickly sometimes between complete and utter confusion and a state of seemingly perfect balance. and it happens instantaneously. what should i do about the anxiety? i mean something that is not associated with drugs of any kind, not even the legal ones because i don't want them fucking with me and i know they'll fuck with me. i'll end up worse off than if i did nothing. i have been keeping myself busier and busier lately but still this crazy crap starts going on in my head that i'm often unsure how to handle. tired. bed.