"another year, another dollar"
So here we are in 2005. I haven't felt totally healthy in over a week I feel like. I'm not quite sure what to make of that. Margo is engaged. I'm not quite sure what to make of that either. I miss my mum. I love this music. I feel like I don't know how to make myself happy. Not that I am particularly UNhappy right now. Not particularly. It's just that I wish I knew how to make myself particularly happy. I wish I had a better grasp on how things like that worked. I wish I never had to hurt people. And sometimes I wish the world weren't so small. Certain colors sometimes depress me. Like orange and yellow when they're together. Sometimes it's ok, but when they travel in waves together through the air it's a bit of a downer I think.