And it feels good. It feels good, it feels gooooood!
I've been so crazy today. Completely hyper and full of energy and upbeat and bouncy all day. I don't know what's up with me. It's a good feeling though. I wish I could feel like this more often. I wanna go to a concert or dancing or something. Singing and screaming at the top of my lungs, just like at the Demi concert. I think I had too much sugar today or something.
So John and I are talking again. He explained to me why he was being so weird these last few weeks. Do I believe that was it? Maybe not. Is he a good guy to be going after? Probably not. But I don't care. Whatever happens happens. I'm gonna just ride the wave.
I've been looking for romance for so long, or something that I haven't felt in such a long time, that I set up impossible expectations for guys when I barely know them. Still..I sometimes feel like I'm settling for less. I've spent years thinking of what I'm looking for, and I feel like it's attainable..But enough of that!
Disneyland tomorrow!!! I'm so scared, cause I don't like getting on rides. Lol, yeah. I work at a theme park, but I'm not a theme park person. Go figure. Hopefully it'll be fine. I'm DREADING waking up super early though. Ugh. My friend wanted us to meet at Universal at 7:30AM, so we could drive from there. But now my manager wants to eat breakfast before we go, and that means we have to wake up even earlierrrrr. *dies*
Bweeeeeeeeee
So John and I are talking again. He explained to me why he was being so weird these last few weeks. Do I believe that was it? Maybe not. Is he a good guy to be going after? Probably not. But I don't care. Whatever happens happens. I'm gonna just ride the wave.
I've been looking for romance for so long, or something that I haven't felt in such a long time, that I set up impossible expectations for guys when I barely know them. Still..I sometimes feel like I'm settling for less. I've spent years thinking of what I'm looking for, and I feel like it's attainable..But enough of that!
Disneyland tomorrow!!! I'm so scared, cause I don't like getting on rides. Lol, yeah. I work at a theme park, but I'm not a theme park person. Go figure. Hopefully it'll be fine. I'm DREADING waking up super early though. Ugh. My friend wanted us to meet at Universal at 7:30AM, so we could drive from there. But now my manager wants to eat breakfast before we go, and that means we have to wake up even earlierrrrr. *dies*
Bweeeeeeeeee