Back again...finally!
Believe it or not, I'm still alive. Things are changing everyday it seems. Anyone that really knows me knows that I've definitely had my share of health problems & the fact is that I'll never be a really healthy person, but that hasn't stopped me from trying. I've been trying awfully hard to get off of a lot of the medicine I’ve been on. I don't know how I've done it, but I've actually surprised myself. Don't get me wrong, I still have my really bad days & I end up having to break down & take something more than just an ibuprofen. It sucks, but until I can find a new doctor & hopefully find out what they can do for me without having to take so many strong medications & without having to go back into my head again (which I’ll never let happen again!) this is what I have to do. I’m starting to believe that most doctors really don’t want to make you better because they can make a whole lot more money by continually giving you prescriptions to “band-aid” the problem & that’s really sad. When did this world start caring about only themselves & nobody else? I guess it’s been going on for a long time now, & I’ve just been hiding under a rock! If only this was the ONLY problem I had, but anyway...there's no use in complaining about it, because it's not going to make me feel any better. All I can ask is that anybody that remotely cares about me at all, please keep me in your thoughts & prayers.
This weekend Bubba has gone with his uncle to Daytona, FL for the race. I really wanted to go, but they got free tickets & I'm not going to deny him of going somewhere that he really wants to go. (even though I'm going to miss him like crazy!) Hopefully this weekend I will get a chance to spend some time with my godchild & that will help fill the void & help me keep my mind a little occupied. I tell ya, it's hard to think of myself as being independent because I haven't felt like I've been that in a very long time. A long time ago I guess I was (definitely more so than I am now) but it's been such a long time since I've actually felt like that. I don't know if I'll ever feel that way again. I guess that's one more thing I need to work on.
Anyways, last night Bubba & I went to Oddities (the tattoo shop) to see Mick & get our CD’s, but Mickey had sold the last one he had other than his own personal copy. Now normally in times like these, it would have been somewhat of a wasted trip, but no…being the person that he is, Mick gave us his own personal copy. Now how many people do you know that would do that for you? No wonder everyone loves my ‘lil brother! He’s truly the best. While we were there we got to see Josh & also “Flop” who was getting a tat done by Mickey. We didn’t get to stay long because Bubba had to get home & pack for his trip.
Well its time for me to get some other things accomplished around here so I’m off…Hope everyone had a Happy Valentines Day.
This weekend Bubba has gone with his uncle to Daytona, FL for the race. I really wanted to go, but they got free tickets & I'm not going to deny him of going somewhere that he really wants to go. (even though I'm going to miss him like crazy!) Hopefully this weekend I will get a chance to spend some time with my godchild & that will help fill the void & help me keep my mind a little occupied. I tell ya, it's hard to think of myself as being independent because I haven't felt like I've been that in a very long time. A long time ago I guess I was (definitely more so than I am now) but it's been such a long time since I've actually felt like that. I don't know if I'll ever feel that way again. I guess that's one more thing I need to work on.
Anyways, last night Bubba & I went to Oddities (the tattoo shop) to see Mick & get our CD’s, but Mickey had sold the last one he had other than his own personal copy. Now normally in times like these, it would have been somewhat of a wasted trip, but no…being the person that he is, Mick gave us his own personal copy. Now how many people do you know that would do that for you? No wonder everyone loves my ‘lil brother! He’s truly the best. While we were there we got to see Josh & also “Flop” who was getting a tat done by Mickey. We didn’t get to stay long because Bubba had to get home & pack for his trip.
Well its time for me to get some other things accomplished around here so I’m off…Hope everyone had a Happy Valentines Day.