My Own Free-Handed Words
Okay guys, for those of you who really know me, you'll know that I write poetry alot. I pretty much had a terrible day....Ended with one of the worst and most heartbreaking emails I've ever received in my life. So now I'm in my zone and needing to write (type), so I thought I'd share with all of you.
I really wish I knew how I felt
Sometimes I'm so certain that I'm certain
Other times, I know that I'm unsure
Just when my heart begins beating
it gets snatched by someone's hands
They squeeze until I can't breathe
Until all the blood has nowhere to flow
Just when I feel alive
I get filled with this darkness
I run until I can no longer move
Until I'm laying hopeless
For months I had been the happiest
In a day, it all became a dream
Now, for weeks, I've been invisible
Just when my life was getting back on track
I get pushed right in front of the train
It hits me like a new world
This new world I am exhiled to
Just when I thought I couldn't lose anymore
I lose all the safe surroundings I had hid inside
Kept close by those closest to me
So close that it had become apart of me
I knew how I felt then
I was so certain that I was certain
But now I know that I'm still unsure
I hope you guys liked it. To some, it may seem a bit morbid, but to those who know the "behind-the-scenes" story, they understand why I feel this way enough to write such a thing. But either way, it doesn't change the work in itself...and that is what I hope you enjoyed and appreciated.
I really wish I knew how I felt
Sometimes I'm so certain that I'm certain
Other times, I know that I'm unsure
Just when my heart begins beating
it gets snatched by someone's hands
They squeeze until I can't breathe
Until all the blood has nowhere to flow
Just when I feel alive
I get filled with this darkness
I run until I can no longer move
Until I'm laying hopeless
For months I had been the happiest
In a day, it all became a dream
Now, for weeks, I've been invisible
Just when my life was getting back on track
I get pushed right in front of the train
It hits me like a new world
This new world I am exhiled to
Just when I thought I couldn't lose anymore
I lose all the safe surroundings I had hid inside
Kept close by those closest to me
So close that it had become apart of me
I knew how I felt then
I was so certain that I was certain
But now I know that I'm still unsure
I hope you guys liked it. To some, it may seem a bit morbid, but to those who know the "behind-the-scenes" story, they understand why I feel this way enough to write such a thing. But either way, it doesn't change the work in itself...and that is what I hope you enjoyed and appreciated.