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[surrahsurrah]

new places.
new people.
new responsibilities.
new...everything.

i love that i'm on my own now.

finally.

some may think it's escaping.
but really, you can never escape from your past.
just learn to look onto the future.
to bigger,
better things.
accept the damage that has been done, and learn from it.

it's not heartless, it's a way of life.
and yes, it is selfish. leaving something you loved.
but not everything you love is the best for you.

i'm constantly growing--filling my mind, body and soul with new experiences.
i will admit, it is a difficult thing for me to stay put in one place.

my life has felt unfulfilling thus far, with so many dreams and ambitions and no way to reach them.
religion has had no real effect on me. maybe God will come back to me someday.
but for now, it feels as if i am finally accomplishing bits and pieces of personal ambition one step at a time.

so much to look forward to.
so many things to fall in love with.

can you tell i'm excited?

but, realistically...also scared...
the future is unknown.
a dark, empty page that has yet to be scribbled on.
what choices will i make to fill these pages?