Could've loved you all my life

[surrahsurrah]

I'm not gonna lie.
I miss him.
It's so strange not seeing or talking to him everyday.
Times like these when I remember what we used to have always make me cry.
It's been a month.
Would have been one year and seven months.
I hate how difficult this is.
Sometimes I wonder if I made the right decision.

My thoughts are scattered.
I'm stressed. Sad.
No one to tell me not to bite my nails anymore.

Certain music always makes me think of him. Especially Thrice.

Ugh. I just don't know what to do...