god damn the black night with all its foul temptations
i hate driving at night. i am so paranoid about cops and getting pulled over. it's the worst feeling for me. one of my biggest anxieties for sure. i guess i just have a guilty conscious, even when i didn't do anything wrong.
at least i made it home now.
it's late.
and i could care less because i finally get to sleep in tomorrow.
finally.
as far as having a job this semester, it looks like i'll just be working 4 hours a week with my mom doing my usual receptionist work.
which is perfectly fine. and really flexible, which is what i need.
i'm just worried that a job like costco would interfere with my studies. that sounds lame, but i really want to pass all my classes this year. and that takes a lot of discipline and time for me.
i will only be making 40 bucks a week, but it's not like i'm paying rent, school, or insurance, or anything. living off of my parents is nice, but sometime soon i need to take the responsibility and start supporting myself.
i am only 19. i guess i should just keep trying to enjoy my youth and not fuck up in the meantime.
at least i made it home now.
it's late.
and i could care less because i finally get to sleep in tomorrow.
finally.
as far as having a job this semester, it looks like i'll just be working 4 hours a week with my mom doing my usual receptionist work.
which is perfectly fine. and really flexible, which is what i need.
i'm just worried that a job like costco would interfere with my studies. that sounds lame, but i really want to pass all my classes this year. and that takes a lot of discipline and time for me.
i will only be making 40 bucks a week, but it's not like i'm paying rent, school, or insurance, or anything. living off of my parents is nice, but sometime soon i need to take the responsibility and start supporting myself.
i am only 19. i guess i should just keep trying to enjoy my youth and not fuck up in the meantime.