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Another downswing...
I guess after having to keep myself together for a whole week, with not enough sleep, I must now let loose and fall back into my misery.
My heart is constantly racing these days. I am not sure when this started but I noticed it a few months ago. I am assuming it is associated with depression, but I am a bit concerned that my heart will give out before my depression does. I just had a really weird spasm that kind of took away my breath. I have never experienced anything like this before. I have long worried about having a stress stroke, as did my former boss, but this is new. Even when at rest my pulse is ridiculously high. I have always had low normal pulse and BP, even after strenuous activity.
I guess after having to keep myself together for a whole week, with not enough sleep, I must now let loose and fall back into my misery.
My heart is constantly racing these days. I am not sure when this started but I noticed it a few months ago. I am assuming it is associated with depression, but I am a bit concerned that my heart will give out before my depression does. I just had a really weird spasm that kind of took away my breath. I have never experienced anything like this before. I have long worried about having a stress stroke, as did my former boss, but this is new. Even when at rest my pulse is ridiculously high. I have always had low normal pulse and BP, even after strenuous activity.