Bleck
Just started cleaning frenzy at the hospital and I'm taking a break right now. The vets come back tomorrow and I'm glad they went on vacation cuz I got some practice without the pressure of having your boss stand over you.
I went to see Alice and Bretney at work. Bretney had gone on to some party and Alice and Anthony were working together. She was sitting outside with this guy I don't get along with. He asked me if I knew some guy that went to Ithaca College and of course I didn't. We started talking and he asked me why I didn't like him and I explained he had remarked on Alice's tan and she said that her natural complexion wasn't much lighter (which is true). He turned to me and asked me why she was so much darker than me and the whole thing just seemed inappropriate. Not to mention I felt like he was really saying "How come your sister is SO MUCH PRETTIER THAN YOU." In addition to that, he was sniffing around my sister so I tend to be a little overprotective just being an older sister. We talked and cleared some stuff up and I don't entirely trust him but our conversation certainly shed some light on some stuff.
Alice, he and I were talking and we got into a discussion about business liability. I didn't understand the point she was trying to make and all of a sudden she got really huffy and decided that I was making fun of her which I really wasn't. I really just didn't understand what she was trying to say and I'm not used to people getting upset in an argument when you simply ask them to restate their point. I'm thinking it was probably not just that but a bunch of other stuff because she's definetely been avoiding me lately. But good old Alice she'd rather not talk about something and silently seethe for weeks rather than just state how she feels right then and there and get it out in the open and over with. If I could say the number one thing I don't like about her that would be on my list in bold letters. But what can you do, if someone doesn't want to talk you can't make them talk to you. I printed out a diary entry of my take on the whole situation and maybe she'll understand where I'm coming from more. Or maybe she'll ignore it, who knows. But at least I can say I tried to be adult about the whole thing. It's just really immature. I mean I'm not disputing the fact that I may have done something rude and people perceive things in different ways so maybe there was something I said or did that I thought was normal that she thought was rude but I have no idea what it was and what the hell the deal is and she makes things 20 times harder by not addressing it there. I'm so glad she's moving out and I will not have to deal with this anymore. I mean sure I love her and everything but I feel like she's just either nasty or defensive for no reason and she's being totally disrespectful to me by not talking about it. I don't want people around me who can't talk about their problems openly it just makes things too hard and I really don't need it right now.
So fuck her. She wants to have nobody around and do want she wants without any friends or family telling her that maybe she should take better care of herself and we want her to take better care of herself because we love her well then that's what has to happen, consequences be damned.
I went to see Alice and Bretney at work. Bretney had gone on to some party and Alice and Anthony were working together. She was sitting outside with this guy I don't get along with. He asked me if I knew some guy that went to Ithaca College and of course I didn't. We started talking and he asked me why I didn't like him and I explained he had remarked on Alice's tan and she said that her natural complexion wasn't much lighter (which is true). He turned to me and asked me why she was so much darker than me and the whole thing just seemed inappropriate. Not to mention I felt like he was really saying "How come your sister is SO MUCH PRETTIER THAN YOU." In addition to that, he was sniffing around my sister so I tend to be a little overprotective just being an older sister. We talked and cleared some stuff up and I don't entirely trust him but our conversation certainly shed some light on some stuff.
Alice, he and I were talking and we got into a discussion about business liability. I didn't understand the point she was trying to make and all of a sudden she got really huffy and decided that I was making fun of her which I really wasn't. I really just didn't understand what she was trying to say and I'm not used to people getting upset in an argument when you simply ask them to restate their point. I'm thinking it was probably not just that but a bunch of other stuff because she's definetely been avoiding me lately. But good old Alice she'd rather not talk about something and silently seethe for weeks rather than just state how she feels right then and there and get it out in the open and over with. If I could say the number one thing I don't like about her that would be on my list in bold letters. But what can you do, if someone doesn't want to talk you can't make them talk to you. I printed out a diary entry of my take on the whole situation and maybe she'll understand where I'm coming from more. Or maybe she'll ignore it, who knows. But at least I can say I tried to be adult about the whole thing. It's just really immature. I mean I'm not disputing the fact that I may have done something rude and people perceive things in different ways so maybe there was something I said or did that I thought was normal that she thought was rude but I have no idea what it was and what the hell the deal is and she makes things 20 times harder by not addressing it there. I'm so glad she's moving out and I will not have to deal with this anymore. I mean sure I love her and everything but I feel like she's just either nasty or defensive for no reason and she's being totally disrespectful to me by not talking about it. I don't want people around me who can't talk about their problems openly it just makes things too hard and I really don't need it right now.
So fuck her. She wants to have nobody around and do want she wants without any friends or family telling her that maybe she should take better care of herself and we want her to take better care of herself because we love her well then that's what has to happen, consequences be damned.