Pushing Towards Positivity
Ugh. Gone back to work at the wine store. Wondering if I'll ever get a real job. Luckily it's only for a couple of days but I don't want to get trapped in that again. I'm looking for jobs all over the place and I look forward to some payoff. I know that I can't be impatient but it's really stupid that I can't find anything. My dad has helped me out by finding out about the Ithaca College alumni association so we'll see how that goes.
I have so much stuff to do and I feel like I've been procrastinating for a thousand years. I think waking up at 12 pm and having nothing to do is bad for your mental health.
I find it hard to stay positive and when I try to be positive I find myself surrounded by negative energy. There has to be a balance and in this city is sooo extreme.
So here we go, here's positive for you:
*I think it's good that I have more experience to put on my resume and that I revised it so it looks a lot better.
*I have definetly had a very interesting time since I've moved here, even if it hasn't always been the easiest.
*I have made some friends here and Alice, despite our problems, has been very instrumental in helping me adapt and accept the lunacy that is living in New York City.
*When I was making money at a real job, I was making real money. So I just need to find a way to stick around a little longer.
*Exercise has made me feel better about my body, given me more energy and given me something else to do besides bitching about my life.
I have so much stuff to do and I feel like I've been procrastinating for a thousand years. I think waking up at 12 pm and having nothing to do is bad for your mental health.
I find it hard to stay positive and when I try to be positive I find myself surrounded by negative energy. There has to be a balance and in this city is sooo extreme.
So here we go, here's positive for you:
*I think it's good that I have more experience to put on my resume and that I revised it so it looks a lot better.
*I have definetly had a very interesting time since I've moved here, even if it hasn't always been the easiest.
*I have made some friends here and Alice, despite our problems, has been very instrumental in helping me adapt and accept the lunacy that is living in New York City.
*When I was making money at a real job, I was making real money. So I just need to find a way to stick around a little longer.
*Exercise has made me feel better about my body, given me more energy and given me something else to do besides bitching about my life.