May 18, 2005 22:32
*Still work at wine store. I'm afraid I'll be trapped in NY forever. I love people that I've met but I can't live here for too long without doing permanent damage to my self esteem and state of mind. I need to be somewhere a tad less extreme. I'm glad I have the experience and I'm better for it.
*I need to have a purity phase where I stop drinking everyday for awhile. I don't want to get in the habit of drinking to have a good time. It seems like a lot of my friends make drinking the main event rather than a side thing.
*I have a "long-term" temp job on Monday coding for some law agency. I have no idea what that means but it's got to be more exciting and lucrative than the wine store.
*I'm really annoyed with all these guys that pretend to be Alice's friend just so they can get in her pants. Being a big sister is exhausting. I also find it hard that I do not get nearly the attention from guys that she does and it would be nice to go on a date once in awhile. I might as well be a nun.
*Matt and I have seen our friendship grow a lot these past few months. I'm glad we have each other as a support system.
*Getting paid under 7.00 hr in New York city should be illegal.
*I'd like to write in livejournal more but I haven't had much time nor have I had anything interesting to say.
*One of the few things I have to look forward to everyday is the gym. I really like exercise and I never, ever thought I'd say that. A lot of people say they notice a difference. It's harder for me to tell since it's my own body but I definetly feel healthier.