you fucked it up, or was it you
It will be too soon before I can finally leave this place. Another year. I have felt trapped here for too long. Unfortunately, I know that my problems will continue to chase me, wherever I go. All I've wanted for so long is to be rid of them. But I've allowed myself to get entangled into this terrible mess, by making one stupid decision after the next. All evasive actions. All results of indecison. Hesitation. I really have to stop doing that. God help me.