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[surly]

Something good needs to happen. Those small thrills I used to get by on are now overshadowed by confusion, and my hope is quickly deteriorating. Living has become a horrible chore, and I'm having a hard time finding any incentive not to lie in bed all day except for the hope that something good might happen. But I can't imagine that is going to sustain me for very long if it continues going unfulfilled.

Whatever. Nothing good that happens will last long enough anyway. It looks like I will always regress back toward this miserable mean.