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So, it's been awhile since I've updated this. Not that there's much to update. Correction... there is, I just rather not put it all out there for people to read, cause a lot of it will get me in trouble with some people who actually read this. Vegas....not gonna happen this month. Oh well. Still trying to sell the house. Spent 2 weeks up in Grand Rapids. Got into quite a few fights since I've updated...mostly yelling matches. Dyed my hair...I'm a brunette now. Woo. So the lyrics at the bottom are by Crossfade. Love this song, if you know me, you know what this song is about...well correction...if I told you all that's been going on then you'll understand why I posted these...though I realize most won't realize what these are for.
I memorized all the words for you
But if you only knew
How much that is just not like me
I wait up late every night
Just to hear your voice
But you don't know that's nothing like me
You know I wonder have you already figured out
All these things I tried to hide
All this time I've been hoping you don't find out
All these things that I hide on the inside
I can't be held responsible
This is all so new to me
Just when I think I'm invincible
You come and happen to me
I wanna make sure everything's perfect for you
If you only knew that's not like me to follow through
Maybe even give up on these dead end dreams
Just to be with you
But you don't know that's nothing like me
Hey ya I wonder if you have already figured out
All these things I tried to hide
All this time I've been hoping you don't find out
All these things that I hide on the inside
I can't be held responsible
This is all so new to me
Just when I think I'm invincible
You come and happen to me
Now I'm waking up
I've finally had enough of this wreckable lifetime
I never thought I'd survive it
Now I'm taking back
All I gave up for that
Leave my pain behind wash these stains from my life
Just when I thought
All was lost
You came and made it all okay
I can't be held responsible
This is all so new to me
Just when I think I'm invincible
You come and happen to me
I can't be held responsible
This is all so new to me
Just when I think I'm invincible
You come and happen to me
I memorized all the words for you
If you only knew
How much that's just not like me
I memorized all the words for you
But if you only knew
How much that is just not like me
I wait up late every night
Just to hear your voice
But you don't know that's nothing like me
You know I wonder have you already figured out
All these things I tried to hide
All this time I've been hoping you don't find out
All these things that I hide on the inside
I can't be held responsible
This is all so new to me
Just when I think I'm invincible
You come and happen to me
I wanna make sure everything's perfect for you
If you only knew that's not like me to follow through
Maybe even give up on these dead end dreams
Just to be with you
But you don't know that's nothing like me
Hey ya I wonder if you have already figured out
All these things I tried to hide
All this time I've been hoping you don't find out
All these things that I hide on the inside
I can't be held responsible
This is all so new to me
Just when I think I'm invincible
You come and happen to me
Now I'm waking up
I've finally had enough of this wreckable lifetime
I never thought I'd survive it
Now I'm taking back
All I gave up for that
Leave my pain behind wash these stains from my life
Just when I thought
All was lost
You came and made it all okay
I can't be held responsible
This is all so new to me
Just when I think I'm invincible
You come and happen to me
I can't be held responsible
This is all so new to me
Just when I think I'm invincible
You come and happen to me
I memorized all the words for you
If you only knew
How much that's just not like me