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Today was not the best day for me.
My teeth are killing me.
My wisdom teeth are coming in and I've been grinding my teeth nontop.
Mom has done nothing but bitch at me, saying all I do is cost her money.
Specially now with my open house.
Hello, I didn't ask you to do all this shit, you did it on your own. Over half the shit I didn't even want.
She's just been laying it into my all fucking day.
Saying I'm a failure as well.
Yes mom, I'm such a failure, that's just why I'm graduating tomorrow, unlike your son.
And oh yeah, I actually had a job interview, unlike your son and I'm actually looking for full time work.
Hmm yeah, I'm a big failure.
My father will be here tomorrow morning.
I'm NOT looking forward to that.
I haven't seen him in 2 years.
Nor have I spoken to him since Christmas.
I know he's going to lay it into me tomorrow, calling me a failure and that I'm a horrible daughter and such.
He always does that shit.
It's not right, a daughter should not be treated like this by her parents when she's done nothing but the best she could. And exceded in doing tons better than anyone in their family.
But nope, it's still not good enough.
I'm deprieved of nicotine, it's fucking hot as shit, and those mixing with the stress and pissiness is not a good combination.
I'm going to freak out anytime now it seems like.
My teeth are killing me.
My wisdom teeth are coming in and I've been grinding my teeth nontop.
Mom has done nothing but bitch at me, saying all I do is cost her money.
Specially now with my open house.
Hello, I didn't ask you to do all this shit, you did it on your own. Over half the shit I didn't even want.
She's just been laying it into my all fucking day.
Saying I'm a failure as well.
Yes mom, I'm such a failure, that's just why I'm graduating tomorrow, unlike your son.
And oh yeah, I actually had a job interview, unlike your son and I'm actually looking for full time work.
Hmm yeah, I'm a big failure.
My father will be here tomorrow morning.
I'm NOT looking forward to that.
I haven't seen him in 2 years.
Nor have I spoken to him since Christmas.
I know he's going to lay it into me tomorrow, calling me a failure and that I'm a horrible daughter and such.
He always does that shit.
It's not right, a daughter should not be treated like this by her parents when she's done nothing but the best she could. And exceded in doing tons better than anyone in their family.
But nope, it's still not good enough.
I'm deprieved of nicotine, it's fucking hot as shit, and those mixing with the stress and pissiness is not a good combination.
I'm going to freak out anytime now it seems like.