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I wish my wrists were bleeding, so that my pain would stop beating.
Where am I going?
Where will I end up?
Will I ever be happy?
Why is it that I ruin anything good happening to me?
Why do I ask so many questions?
Oh how I wish I could taste the sweet, tainted love of yours.
But alas, it would seem as if you do not feel the same.
Every night and every pore aches for you.
I wish I could break from the pain.
Break from the shame.
Cause forever, I'll sleep alone.
I'll pray for an answer.
Just let me die.
My eyes are black and hollow.
Exerting all my strength to scream.
But only the sound of gasping breath escapes.
Break from the pain.
Break from the answer.
Look how they all flock to him.
The green eyed monster reats it's ugly face.
Jealousy is what consumes me.
Said I'm...
Said I'm blood shot for sure.
I hate you
But I love you still.
Look how they all flock to you.
You ignore the fact that I'm upset.
That I'm jealous.
Not a word is spoken to me.
Only silence.
Shush don't say word, I'll only make you mad.
Sitting here, alone, waiting by the phone.
Laying in bed, staring up at the ceiling.
"Don't you do that, don't start those tears. Never cry. Be strong."
I'm gone and out of sight.
But you don't seem to care.
Your life and mine clash.
It was all a dream.
Never meant to be I guess.
I got my hopes up again.
Only to be let done.
Oh how stupid I was.
I can't help but break down and cry.
Where am I going?
Where will I end up?
Will I ever be happy?
Why is it that I ruin anything good happening to me?
Why do I ask so many questions?
Oh how I wish I could taste the sweet, tainted love of yours.
But alas, it would seem as if you do not feel the same.
Every night and every pore aches for you.
I wish I could break from the pain.
Break from the shame.
Cause forever, I'll sleep alone.
I'll pray for an answer.
Just let me die.
My eyes are black and hollow.
Exerting all my strength to scream.
But only the sound of gasping breath escapes.
Break from the pain.
Break from the answer.
Look how they all flock to him.
The green eyed monster reats it's ugly face.
Jealousy is what consumes me.
Said I'm...
Said I'm blood shot for sure.
I hate you
But I love you still.
Look how they all flock to you.
You ignore the fact that I'm upset.
That I'm jealous.
Not a word is spoken to me.
Only silence.
Shush don't say word, I'll only make you mad.
Sitting here, alone, waiting by the phone.
Laying in bed, staring up at the ceiling.
"Don't you do that, don't start those tears. Never cry. Be strong."
I'm gone and out of sight.
But you don't seem to care.
Your life and mine clash.
It was all a dream.
Never meant to be I guess.
I got my hopes up again.
Only to be let done.
Oh how stupid I was.
I can't help but break down and cry.