Hello World - just some thoughts
I dunno but my life seems happier. A series of events have been going on that just seem to fill those empty spaces I've always wanted filled.
I'm both happy and sad about my business. First that Happy side. I have a new customer who called and said he wanted his Maybach, H2, Limo, and Escalade detailed. "OK"
Following his pearl white escalade into the gates of his mansion, I spot a security guard with his hand on his gun ready to whip it out in case I was some intruder. The escalade driver gives a signal and he takes his hand away from the gun. Up his scenic hill I reach wat I call the Drive-way courtyard. Once there my jaw drops with awe as I see 3 stunning cars right before my eyes that I never knew existed outside store shops in Beverly Hills. Skimming past the Ferrari, Lamborghini and SL600 I stick closely to his armored mobile shell. About 100 ft later, we park and there it is, the Maybach The H2, The limo and of coarse his escalade. He flashes his money verbally and it was quite funny.
"Umm yea don't wash the escalade" ... 10 secs later "Actually, wash the escalade" 3 secs later "Actually, just wash all the cars if u have time."
In the driver's seat of the Ferrari I lived the most exciting moment of my life in 50ft of driveway. The silver sleek construction of the silver bullet just drives me crazy.
So bla bla bla.. this guy has a lot of money and cars and I made $600 bucks in 5 hours with 5 cars and in 1 day and he wants it every weekend!!!!! ($$$$)
I'm sad because.... it seemed to easy, I haven't done shit to expand, Its owned sole-y by me (worst business thing to do) The customer came to me without any effort. I'm getting $600 bucks thrown at me for not doing anything. I don't feel like I accomplished anything.
Time to change however, I want more control in life, I want to be in 'charge' i want to be able to say money is an illusion.
Friendship
Friendship is rare. Today I told carlos I really respected him. His noble attitude enlightened me. He's confident, he's a hard worker, and he seems to care about me and the business even though he's an employee and in it for the money. I feel like I owe him a lot more but he's just human and he just so happens to have this characteristic. A variety in friendship is a must! If you stick with the stoners your limiting urself to stoner intelligence. People must expand and learn all the ways of all people. This world is full of people and wats going to happen if u can only deal with 1 type? comprende?
Zoe
This girl is just simply amazing. A girl with a so much intelligence I feel stupid around her. Her independence just leaves me in awe. Not only is she gorgeous and amazing but she's also sooooo much in just one package. Never once have i gotten bored of her, never once have I wanted to leave her, never once have I met anyone like her. Zoe contributes to my current happiness and I love her to death.
Eamon
I think I skipped the "give up" phase. It ended like it used to in 1998 when my sister would pull the phone cord out of my laptop...disconnecting me from the internet....instantaneously. My first thoughts were sketchy... the day of expulsion he was the first person I expected to call and definitely not the last....but it was neither. After that day I accepted the ghostly friendship tie that existed. and yes of coarse its sad he was actually the first person I'd ever really lost. Never had any close uncles or aunts that died, never had anyone left before so nstantaneously. The realization now is that I have to "stay-away" from him and have to live homeless in the sense where he puts the milk outside and I bent down when he's not there to lick the bowl of milk. (Confused? - My detail supplies are at his house, they get put outside, I drive by and pick them up from the sidewalk....simple as that)
The flow - flows on
I didn't do any hw over spring break....taking a day off school.... need to catch up... adios!