Not who I am
IT's taking too long. I don't have the patience. The spark isn't occuring, she taking too long, my time is running out. I only have a little bit of time left. She's worth it but I always told myself that the reason relationships work...or at least good ones is because there is this instant spark that ignites as soon as the two come together.
Though its there, the spark can happen, but she's not letting it happen. Again...Fuck.. it's happening again... I've been put on hold Hannah, Zoe, Rachel. this should tell me something
TO BE CONTINUED.. I NEED TO GO :)
and it does.. I'm getting beat.... I need to not be so flexible. I'm actually the weak one. Since I make myself so flexible I am letting myself not be happy for someone else's sake. Ha! How funny I'm the weak one. I never would have thought of it that way. Weak for putting down my guard to recieve happiness from someone else. I guess i'm the needy one. I need to stop,... it's not who I am
Though its there, the spark can happen, but she's not letting it happen. Again...Fuck.. it's happening again... I've been put on hold Hannah, Zoe, Rachel. this should tell me something
TO BE CONTINUED.. I NEED TO GO :)
and it does.. I'm getting beat.... I need to not be so flexible. I'm actually the weak one. Since I make myself so flexible I am letting myself not be happy for someone else's sake. Ha! How funny I'm the weak one. I never would have thought of it that way. Weak for putting down my guard to recieve happiness from someone else. I guess i'm the needy one. I need to stop,... it's not who I am