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Ok so I am packing up my room and the more I empty this space where I once used and grew as a person I am being bombarded with questions about life.
The other day Louise said something similar to "I'm sick of being this person where nothing matters. When you grow up, things begin to matter!"
This is true. Things do begin to matter and what is saddening is when things do not matter to others. Others where you wish things would matter to them. I dunno. for some reason I have Zoe on the mind. Not in the love-y sense but in the sense where I do not want to discard someone from my life just because their minds are not active enough. This really is a crucial point in time in 'life'. You being to line up your pawns and bishops for the game of chess that is about to begin. Adrian and I have gotten really close and I am beginning to see the potential in this young man. We are going to unlock each other and release our potentials.
Phew! I needed space to write. This room leaving thing is saddening. I will always remember this phase and days of my life.
Here. Tonight. I am ending chapter 3.2 in my life. Tomorrow's wake up is the beginning of chapter 3.3..........
When does chapter 4.0 start? Chapter 3.0 began in March I believe. Interesting...
Anyways I am going to finish
The other day Louise said something similar to "I'm sick of being this person where nothing matters. When you grow up, things begin to matter!"
This is true. Things do begin to matter and what is saddening is when things do not matter to others. Others where you wish things would matter to them. I dunno. for some reason I have Zoe on the mind. Not in the love-y sense but in the sense where I do not want to discard someone from my life just because their minds are not active enough. This really is a crucial point in time in 'life'. You being to line up your pawns and bishops for the game of chess that is about to begin. Adrian and I have gotten really close and I am beginning to see the potential in this young man. We are going to unlock each other and release our potentials.
Phew! I needed space to write. This room leaving thing is saddening. I will always remember this phase and days of my life.
Here. Tonight. I am ending chapter 3.2 in my life. Tomorrow's wake up is the beginning of chapter 3.3..........
When does chapter 4.0 start? Chapter 3.0 began in March I believe. Interesting...
Anyways I am going to finish