Feb 29, 2004 02:28
Seems like i'm destined to stay back at tekong no matter how much i try to avoid it. Graduated from BSLC on fri and got my posting on the same day. ASLC was the last thing on my mind when posting came out, but i couldn't believe my ears that i would have to stay back while the rest of my friends get posted out.
Another period of eating cookhouse food and waking up early. They say that Charlie company wasn't that bad during BSLC but there were doubts from me about my fitness and whether i would be able to pass the course. Up till now i still haven't pass my SOC since the start of BSLC. How i managed to get in was more of a crazy choice than a sane one. There were people who had better qualities and fitness but were posted to slacker units. Think that it was a bad decision for me not to OOC during BSLC when i had the chance to.
Now it seems that every minute of time in there would be more "fully utilised" and every ounce of energy sapped till i become a walking zombie. The only good thing about the posting is that i would have 1 day rest more than the others who are posted else where. Going for a medical appointment next monday and hope that there will be some kind of miracle that will keep me from going back to tekong. I hope.........