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Hmmm... so things havent exactly gone my way lately... or, well, ever. But it seems to have been worse recently, starting with the whole transcript snafu. And its not like it was something I could control-- it was someone else's fuckup, so i feel like I just got bent over. Its been a long time coming, this entry/ I havent been particularly calm or pleasant since being told that someone screwed up and ruined my shot at grad school, at least for another six months.
So I have been busy trying to get my life as together as I could. I mean, I had sorta planned on moving to NJ or HI in July, and now its looking like the only thing im going to be doing is living at home-- which is super depressing; I mean, I graduated. I shouldnt be living at home with my parents. Ive been here all of 24 hours, and already my mom is down my throat with the Who are you going with? Where are you staying? type of questions. Woman! Im 23, leave me alone! I mean,I managed just fine for the last five years on my own. C'mon. You sent me to Paris without speaking a word of english, and I came home cool. All of a sudden, I cant drive to NYC to see my friends without her having every single little detail. Its suffocating, and its only been twenty four hours.
24 hours!!
Anyway
Work was dead tonight; I had two people come in. The weather is killing the bar; no one wants to come in and drink for some wierd reason. Youd think that itd make them come in. Tommy sent me home early; Which i was OK with because I wasnt going to make any money anyway.
So Im trying to pull my life together; Im thinking about moving to Virginia for a short span of time. The UVA area. If anyone has any info on the area, just gimme a heads up. I obviously have no carved-in-stone plans, but, its fun to kick the idea around. Just to keep myself out of a rut.
(Sigh)
Im so glad I can finally put this hellish chapter of my life to bed. Maybe Ill finally get some peace and happiness. I mean, karma's a bitch and all, but c'mon, how much more can she dish out to me?
So I have been busy trying to get my life as together as I could. I mean, I had sorta planned on moving to NJ or HI in July, and now its looking like the only thing im going to be doing is living at home-- which is super depressing; I mean, I graduated. I shouldnt be living at home with my parents. Ive been here all of 24 hours, and already my mom is down my throat with the Who are you going with? Where are you staying? type of questions. Woman! Im 23, leave me alone! I mean,I managed just fine for the last five years on my own. C'mon. You sent me to Paris without speaking a word of english, and I came home cool. All of a sudden, I cant drive to NYC to see my friends without her having every single little detail. Its suffocating, and its only been twenty four hours.
24 hours!!
Anyway
Work was dead tonight; I had two people come in. The weather is killing the bar; no one wants to come in and drink for some wierd reason. Youd think that itd make them come in. Tommy sent me home early; Which i was OK with because I wasnt going to make any money anyway.
So Im trying to pull my life together; Im thinking about moving to Virginia for a short span of time. The UVA area. If anyone has any info on the area, just gimme a heads up. I obviously have no carved-in-stone plans, but, its fun to kick the idea around. Just to keep myself out of a rut.
(Sigh)
Im so glad I can finally put this hellish chapter of my life to bed. Maybe Ill finally get some peace and happiness. I mean, karma's a bitch and all, but c'mon, how much more can she dish out to me?