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[surfsunnwaves]

there's just so much to say. so much has happened.

i'm still with hoffy
i found out that jaime cuts
w. arizona and e. cali -- gorgeous
good friends are hard to come by
those good friends aren't sure of the me and hoffy thing
i cry too much over small things.. that accumulate and manifest
i hold shit in too much and then just... blow up, break down
i'm "irrational", i'm actually just impulsive
the snowplow blower thing outside just scared the shit out of me
i'm being abandoned after next semester -- i have no where to live
i realize i don't mesh well with my suitemates
people who feel as if they are above me are annoying
people who don't listen when i actually try to talk destroy me
when i try to explain myself, don't 'correct me' -- you aren't inside my head
it's sickening... but i'm digging avril lavigne's new album..
i'm predictably unstable... that's for sure
i just want to be numb..... i miss the feeling

home the 15th. woo fuckin hoo

i'm unenthusiastic, but strangely content... completely and utterly wore out in every way possible though