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check out http://www.djspinners.iwarp.com to see halloween pics (whenever the lazy site manager gets em up).
but, yeah, the dj at amnesia took pictures of us as a group cuz we went as playboy bunnies (pink saran wrap skirts with the pb bunny on the left thigh and black tanks w/ pink ribbon around our necks) and we were so hot. I loved it. But, yeah, I didn't let anything get to me that night. I just had fun and it was marvelous.
So, I got CJ to talk to Neal (hot hot APD that I hung out with a bit my freshman year) and found out he was single and he left to hit up the atm to buy me drinks. Meanwhile, I was getting trashed cuz Denice would buy two drinks, we'd head to the bathroom, and I'd chug one. Everything I got that night, I chugged. fun fun fun. happy drunkeness. I ran into Hogan dressed as a pimp. We talked, danced, he was fucking hilarious. Neal returned, we danced. I ran into so many people from freshman year that night, it was so awesome. Talk to Bill Kitts, Boston's old roomie about pills, Justin from freshman year was there, that was nuts. But yeah, went home with Neal and don't regret a thing. PS, his ass... so hot.
while I'm enjoying myself, Hoffy crossed and in his excitement he called my cell which was at dani's and she picked up and this started the drama-ish shit that i'm now going through. She told hoffy I went home with Neal, he got pissed, and she ended up being pissed at me cuz she's in love with hoffy and was jealous that he called me and not her. So, she hates me now, won't even talk to me or look at me, it's GREAT... blah.
So, I was straightforward to hoffy and told him that I had went home with neal and that I was sorry if I had hurt him but it's not like we are going out. He has repeatedly said that he doesn't want a relationship but then again, he's the one getting too attatched. ANOTHER THING, he's obviously leading Dani on. But, anyways, the 1st was his birthday, I told him about Dani, he 'felt bad'. He was way too mushy that night, but oh well.
I've gotten to the point where I want to run away. I have commitment and trust issues and he's crossing the line. Plus, with the Dani thing and I think he's still talking to Theresa, I just don't need people hating me and blaming me for everything he does. Plus, now he's all frat boy so he's totallyh obnoxious at this point in time. Blah. I really just need to sit him down, tell him what I'm all about and tell him how I feel. I want more distance. He's a cool kid and is one of the few who understands me but I don't wanna be this close anymore. Another thing, this shit's suppose to be on the low... what does he do? TALK. the hell...
CJ pointed out a shirt at Target that we both adored: I'm not gonna lower my standards to increase yours. Bout how we both feel right now.
I have so much sexual frustration right now it's just not even funny.
but, yeah, the dj at amnesia took pictures of us as a group cuz we went as playboy bunnies (pink saran wrap skirts with the pb bunny on the left thigh and black tanks w/ pink ribbon around our necks) and we were so hot. I loved it. But, yeah, I didn't let anything get to me that night. I just had fun and it was marvelous.
So, I got CJ to talk to Neal (hot hot APD that I hung out with a bit my freshman year) and found out he was single and he left to hit up the atm to buy me drinks. Meanwhile, I was getting trashed cuz Denice would buy two drinks, we'd head to the bathroom, and I'd chug one. Everything I got that night, I chugged. fun fun fun. happy drunkeness. I ran into Hogan dressed as a pimp. We talked, danced, he was fucking hilarious. Neal returned, we danced. I ran into so many people from freshman year that night, it was so awesome. Talk to Bill Kitts, Boston's old roomie about pills, Justin from freshman year was there, that was nuts. But yeah, went home with Neal and don't regret a thing. PS, his ass... so hot.
while I'm enjoying myself, Hoffy crossed and in his excitement he called my cell which was at dani's and she picked up and this started the drama-ish shit that i'm now going through. She told hoffy I went home with Neal, he got pissed, and she ended up being pissed at me cuz she's in love with hoffy and was jealous that he called me and not her. So, she hates me now, won't even talk to me or look at me, it's GREAT... blah.
So, I was straightforward to hoffy and told him that I had went home with neal and that I was sorry if I had hurt him but it's not like we are going out. He has repeatedly said that he doesn't want a relationship but then again, he's the one getting too attatched. ANOTHER THING, he's obviously leading Dani on. But, anyways, the 1st was his birthday, I told him about Dani, he 'felt bad'. He was way too mushy that night, but oh well.
I've gotten to the point where I want to run away. I have commitment and trust issues and he's crossing the line. Plus, with the Dani thing and I think he's still talking to Theresa, I just don't need people hating me and blaming me for everything he does. Plus, now he's all frat boy so he's totallyh obnoxious at this point in time. Blah. I really just need to sit him down, tell him what I'm all about and tell him how I feel. I want more distance. He's a cool kid and is one of the few who understands me but I don't wanna be this close anymore. Another thing, this shit's suppose to be on the low... what does he do? TALK. the hell...
CJ pointed out a shirt at Target that we both adored: I'm not gonna lower my standards to increase yours. Bout how we both feel right now.
I have so much sexual frustration right now it's just not even funny.