FUCK!
Ok, so, I went to jail sat night and stayed til sun afternoon because I failed to id myself to a cop.
Now, after my dad talked to my attorney, I'll be lucky if they drop charges. But, because it was in bumfuck, uptight, bullshit fort bend county/sugarland, I might get totally fucked over and the conservative old as fuck judge probably won't let me go that easily.
Oh no, I might get time serve and have this shit on my record, ooorr I might hafta go back to FUCKING jail and pay a $2,000 fine! WTF???????!!
omg.. I'm crying so hard. I'm a fucking idiot, this is all bullshit. The courtdate can be moved forward but Ted, my attorney, hasta get permission from the DA and they haven't even gotten my paperwork yet. wtf wtf. I'm gonna so be fucked.. I'm not gonna be able to get to school on time. holy fuck..
fuck fuck fuck. I just want to run away. god fucking dammit. can I please claim new zeland citizenship now and catch a plane to australia?
Oh yeah, and I could be on probation for a year and if I'm good then it'll be like nothing happened. That would be great but I'm not even sure if I can leave the state if I am on probation.
It's such fucking bullshit.
fuck
I'm now gonna go do abs, spin, do abs, and then tonight I'm doing turbo kick. I gotta get this shit off mhy mind. all I wanna do is swim. FUCK!
it didn't help that I had a dream last night that jess and alissa were so against me and hated me but did it all in the mindfuck way that girls do..
so miserable right now...
Now, after my dad talked to my attorney, I'll be lucky if they drop charges. But, because it was in bumfuck, uptight, bullshit fort bend county/sugarland, I might get totally fucked over and the conservative old as fuck judge probably won't let me go that easily.
Oh no, I might get time serve and have this shit on my record, ooorr I might hafta go back to FUCKING jail and pay a $2,000 fine! WTF???????!!
omg.. I'm crying so hard. I'm a fucking idiot, this is all bullshit. The courtdate can be moved forward but Ted, my attorney, hasta get permission from the DA and they haven't even gotten my paperwork yet. wtf wtf. I'm gonna so be fucked.. I'm not gonna be able to get to school on time. holy fuck..
fuck fuck fuck. I just want to run away. god fucking dammit. can I please claim new zeland citizenship now and catch a plane to australia?
Oh yeah, and I could be on probation for a year and if I'm good then it'll be like nothing happened. That would be great but I'm not even sure if I can leave the state if I am on probation.
It's such fucking bullshit.
fuck
I'm now gonna go do abs, spin, do abs, and then tonight I'm doing turbo kick. I gotta get this shit off mhy mind. all I wanna do is swim. FUCK!
it didn't help that I had a dream last night that jess and alissa were so against me and hated me but did it all in the mindfuck way that girls do..
so miserable right now...