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This is going to be the shittiest birthday ever. Everything I want is out of reach. Lately I've felt so motivated to do nothing. The summer is sucking me in. All the worthless parties, all the worthless acquaintances. I don't even care really anymore, this is the first time I've been in my waking mind since after school Wednesday, if I can even claim I was then. I'm thinking clear now. Summer is not a strait path.