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sometimes i just give up.
i don't really give a fuck about anything anymore.everythings just kinda turned pointless..why bother to try...when i know im gunna fail..why even bother to get up..when i know that im just gunna fall back down..oh dammmmn..i am one fucked up little kid..a litte ball of.. well .. emo i think i'm in desperate need of a surf trip..i almost died friday night.it was kinda of scary. it was crazy tho. i remember thinkin i was in a movie cause they turned on a strobe light.. and started smokin weed... and i just sat there. then i freaked out and went into shock. haha crazyy yes i know. ( i don't smoke weed just so you guys who read this know)
last night was crazy too. hotel parties are crazy all the time.. they are kinda gettin lame.. i wish things could be like they used to be. but i already know for a fact that they won't. it sucks big time..
i'm goin to church now. goodbye.
i don't really give a fuck about anything anymore.everythings just kinda turned pointless..why bother to try...when i know im gunna fail..why even bother to get up..when i know that im just gunna fall back down..oh dammmmn..i am one fucked up little kid..a litte ball of.. well .. emo i think i'm in desperate need of a surf trip..i almost died friday night.it was kinda of scary. it was crazy tho. i remember thinkin i was in a movie cause they turned on a strobe light.. and started smokin weed... and i just sat there. then i freaked out and went into shock. haha crazyy yes i know. ( i don't smoke weed just so you guys who read this know)
last night was crazy too. hotel parties are crazy all the time.. they are kinda gettin lame.. i wish things could be like they used to be. but i already know for a fact that they won't. it sucks big time..
i'm goin to church now. goodbye.