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[surfskatebhappy]

Things are so stupid. People are so stupid. Drugs are starting to really get on my nerves. I'm tired of feeling out of place all the fuckin time. I want a good friend thats a girl. I'm thinking me and Nichole are going to become really good friends. So that makes me happy. But all my friends are guys it seems. I love all my guy friends but i want some friends that are girls too.. so i don't feel.. well like one of the guys. I am still crazy about jayme... but i feel like a shitty g.f and i wanna do something to make him happy.. cause i feel like i let him down. I dunno how i would let him down.. but i dunno.

i'm gunna go play guitar this is gay.

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