I only want sympathy in the form of you crawling into bed with me

Jul 04, 2006 21:27

I have never been so thankful for the people i have in my life.
Everyone knows im moving. No one wants me to quit my job, go to a new school, quit marching band.
Their offering to drive me back and forth to my house just so i can stay in all these things.

In two weeks, im staying at Kellies dads house for two weeks until we move into the new house.Im not even his own daughter, although he is for the most part my father, but hes letting me live in his home for however long i need.People are offering to drive me back and forth to work.Amanda is gonna get her schedule fixed at work so she still has time to drive me all the way to my new house after school. I really didnt know that i meant so much to some people. Ive been dreading this.Moving. I really thought i was going to lose everything in this. I felt like i was alone. I guess im not. Thank god for the people i have in my life. They mean everything to me.

I know that im going to end up eventually quitting at Caesars. Thats my second family, my second home.Ive been there for a year and a half. But i know theres no way im going to be able to get to work. Even if kelli and senka dont care about picking me up from my new house, i care. I dont wanna be a burden on anybody. But once i get my license..maybe i can come back? I guess i'll have to give it time to see how everything works out. Like Jake told me "hope for the best, expect the worst".Beautiful quote right there.

I had to vent. Im done for now.

<3
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