WW3
ashe I never wanted it to come to this but it has and when everything comes out you won't feel to good about a few things and in advance I am SORRY I truly am!
For Jay [09 Jan 2002|06:16pm]
[ mood | shocked ]
[ music | Coal Chamber: Chamber Music/Song: Shock The Monkey ]
This is for you Jay, I read your dead journal because someone I care about told me they thought I should read it. There are only tweo things I need to clear up with you. 1 is that I am NOT chasing after a bunch of girls at once and you know that for a fact. Hell we had the conversation about it in the car on the way back from VA. 2nd don't even go there Jay about respecting me while I am around. You do whatever you want or can with ______. If _______ has chosen you then so be it, that is her decision and not mine and I will respect her decision. But one thing you should NOT have done Jay was go in for _______ knowing damn well I wanted to try and get back with her. You could of at least of come up to me and said...Ashe, I want to try and date _______, I just wanted you to know that. AND I WOULD HAVE SAID OK!!! But the way you have done things just makes it look like you don't give a shit about who you hurt in the process of getting your way. But that is ok Jay, I am not mad because people make mistakes. Yours was just not telling me you were interested in her. No...I had to hear it from Jessy. I would of rather heard it from you. Just remember next time if this happens again to PLEASE tell me. So from here on in, do whatever you want to with _______...yeah I will be jealous but who gives a shit anyway....if she has chosen you then I will stand by her decision.
OHHH where to start:
"This is for you Jay, I read your dead journal because someone I care about told me they thought I should read it. There are only tweo things I need to clear up with you. 1 is that I am NOT chasing after a bunch of girls at once and you know that for a fact. Hell we had the conversation about it in the car on the way back from VA....."
Okay Ashe "clear up" is right umm dude that convo in the car did entail you telling me you loved 4 certain females and you didn't know which one you wanted and who to be with, you mentioned that you could have Jessy cause she wasn't talking to you, sound familiar? I sure hope so and don't deny it, I even gave you advice aka "don't pressure them don't over do it just give it time" you remember that, but it seems you didn't listen to me. As for the chasing of women, you started to date Jessy before you told Kristen, then you were messing with some one else, to only want Jessy still and then there is Cydney and the heather situation, and back to Jessy then back to Kristen and oh my I forgot your talking to Thundra.
".....2nd don't even go there Jay about respecting me while I am around. You do whatever you want or can with ______. If _______ has chosen you then so be it, that is her decision and not mine and I will respect her decision. But one thing you should NOT have done Jay was go in for _______ knowing damn well I wanted to try and get back with her. You could of at least of come up to me and said...Ashe, I want to try and date _______, I just wanted you to know that. AND I WOULD HAVE SAID OK!!! But the way you have done things just makes it look like you don't give a shit about who you hurt in the process of getting your way. But that is ok Jay, I am not mad because people make mistakes. Yours was just not telling me you were interested in her. No...I had to hear it from Jessy. I would of rather heard it from you. Just remember next time if this happens again to PLEASE tell me. ...."
Ashe look, the only thing I did with _______ is lite flirting stuff like tickling and stuff like that she and I both didn't let anything go further because we respected your feelings she never chose me she hasn't chose anyone and just to make it clear I never even asked her out or anything like that, and she can contest to that, so that show how much I respect you, I try not to hurt anyone unless they hurt me first and umm ashe ask everyone that was there that last night at your house when you got upset at our flirting? (yes I knew) I actually felt bad about it and was worried about you. But no I don't respect you, I hurt everyone that gets in my way (Sarcasm).
"...if she has chosen you then I will stand by her decision. "
She never chose me cause I never asked her to choose me for anything, no matter how much I like her, and yes I do, but it just happened. I didn't expect to like her. but I never asked to be with her ashe, and she knows that and why, she or anyone who knows the deal knows I have been holding back cause of my friendship to you!
For Jay [09 Jan 2002|06:16pm]
[ mood | shocked ]
[ music | Coal Chamber: Chamber Music/Song: Shock The Monkey ]
This is for you Jay, I read your dead journal because someone I care about told me they thought I should read it. There are only tweo things I need to clear up with you. 1 is that I am NOT chasing after a bunch of girls at once and you know that for a fact. Hell we had the conversation about it in the car on the way back from VA. 2nd don't even go there Jay about respecting me while I am around. You do whatever you want or can with ______. If _______ has chosen you then so be it, that is her decision and not mine and I will respect her decision. But one thing you should NOT have done Jay was go in for _______ knowing damn well I wanted to try and get back with her. You could of at least of come up to me and said...Ashe, I want to try and date _______, I just wanted you to know that. AND I WOULD HAVE SAID OK!!! But the way you have done things just makes it look like you don't give a shit about who you hurt in the process of getting your way. But that is ok Jay, I am not mad because people make mistakes. Yours was just not telling me you were interested in her. No...I had to hear it from Jessy. I would of rather heard it from you. Just remember next time if this happens again to PLEASE tell me. So from here on in, do whatever you want to with _______...yeah I will be jealous but who gives a shit anyway....if she has chosen you then I will stand by her decision.
OHHH where to start:
"This is for you Jay, I read your dead journal because someone I care about told me they thought I should read it. There are only tweo things I need to clear up with you. 1 is that I am NOT chasing after a bunch of girls at once and you know that for a fact. Hell we had the conversation about it in the car on the way back from VA....."
Okay Ashe "clear up" is right umm dude that convo in the car did entail you telling me you loved 4 certain females and you didn't know which one you wanted and who to be with, you mentioned that you could have Jessy cause she wasn't talking to you, sound familiar? I sure hope so and don't deny it, I even gave you advice aka "don't pressure them don't over do it just give it time" you remember that, but it seems you didn't listen to me. As for the chasing of women, you started to date Jessy before you told Kristen, then you were messing with some one else, to only want Jessy still and then there is Cydney and the heather situation, and back to Jessy then back to Kristen and oh my I forgot your talking to Thundra.
".....2nd don't even go there Jay about respecting me while I am around. You do whatever you want or can with ______. If _______ has chosen you then so be it, that is her decision and not mine and I will respect her decision. But one thing you should NOT have done Jay was go in for _______ knowing damn well I wanted to try and get back with her. You could of at least of come up to me and said...Ashe, I want to try and date _______, I just wanted you to know that. AND I WOULD HAVE SAID OK!!! But the way you have done things just makes it look like you don't give a shit about who you hurt in the process of getting your way. But that is ok Jay, I am not mad because people make mistakes. Yours was just not telling me you were interested in her. No...I had to hear it from Jessy. I would of rather heard it from you. Just remember next time if this happens again to PLEASE tell me. ...."
Ashe look, the only thing I did with _______ is lite flirting stuff like tickling and stuff like that she and I both didn't let anything go further because we respected your feelings she never chose me she hasn't chose anyone and just to make it clear I never even asked her out or anything like that, and she can contest to that, so that show how much I respect you, I try not to hurt anyone unless they hurt me first and umm ashe ask everyone that was there that last night at your house when you got upset at our flirting? (yes I knew) I actually felt bad about it and was worried about you. But no I don't respect you, I hurt everyone that gets in my way (Sarcasm).
"...if she has chosen you then I will stand by her decision. "
She never chose me cause I never asked her to choose me for anything, no matter how much I like her, and yes I do, but it just happened. I didn't expect to like her. but I never asked to be with her ashe, and she knows that and why, she or anyone who knows the deal knows I have been holding back cause of my friendship to you!