let it be.

[surfnturf]

for some reason, i keep getting into these really weird moods.

moods where just everything bothers me.

and everyone always asks me what's wrong, but i can never tell them because just everything is bothering me. but at the same time, i couldn't really tell myself what was bothering me because i honestly do not know.

and then everyone seems to think that the reason i am not in a good mood has something to do with them. but that is not the case at all.
i guess people seem to think that i get upset about the littlest things.

idk.

i also feel very unappreciated at times.

when certain things do upset me and i actually know why i am upset, i always feel like it is for such a stupid reason. therefore, i don't tell anyone because i feel like i will just look dumb for being upset about something so stupid. idk. idk.

most of all, i've been missing my dad like crazy lately.
not really him, but mainly how things used to be.
and although i know that i have people that i can talk to about it, i feel like no one wants to be bothered or burdened with that shit.

but that's just me.

peace kids.