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i feel like shit...im just really upset...i do everything for her and sometimes i feel like its just not good enough she never seems happy with me...
and now neither of the two most important women in my life can come to my mr OL pageant...not like thats that important but it just sucks cuz shes been telling me from day 1 how excited she was to see me in it now she cant go cuz shes gunna go to some friends party...super great...and like with how things go her moms gunna spring soemthing up like not letting her go to ring dance...klsdklgkjh and my mom made other plans on the mr OL night...not like it matters...oh who cares if toms playing guitar and singing in front of hundreds of people not like hes never done that and been scared to forever and is finally gunna do it...oh wait thats exactly whats going on...sorry to complain today just really depressed me
maybe i should just drop out of it...who cares
and now neither of the two most important women in my life can come to my mr OL pageant...not like thats that important but it just sucks cuz shes been telling me from day 1 how excited she was to see me in it now she cant go cuz shes gunna go to some friends party...super great...and like with how things go her moms gunna spring soemthing up like not letting her go to ring dance...klsdklgkjh and my mom made other plans on the mr OL night...not like it matters...oh who cares if toms playing guitar and singing in front of hundreds of people not like hes never done that and been scared to forever and is finally gunna do it...oh wait thats exactly whats going on...sorry to complain today just really depressed me
maybe i should just drop out of it...who cares