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[surfnsk8nbiatch]

sorry for my language to any one that it offends...but i am sick of this shit...im sickof working...im sick of argueing...im sick of being required to go to church to "acolyte" yeah i signed up to do it but being required to come to church to the service i dislike is fucked up i mean...i love church i love god i love jesus but thats why i go to church and now i have to be there all late to acolyte cuz its a requirement faith should have no requirements...and now im gunn abe there...till late....then im going to have to work till close as usual...leaving me little time for homework...no time for colleen...

thank you why im on the subject of colleen...you are so great...i loved watching i heart hucklebees with you and your family...i love that im in a relationship where i can go pick up my girlfriend when she gets home from her trip take her home then hang out with her family...i love the normality and abnormality of it all i just...its good!

but other then that right now is really sucky im really annoyyed and tomorrows going to suck and i have a feeling im going to be working christmas eve and frankly...that blows asss fuck that shit sorry again for my language...but for all those of you who will say quit my job...my job is my support sytem right now...i need the little money to at least have some life....ugh im just lsdfkhgkl;gf;gf right now i really just need a day of silence and solitude....i need peace...i need tranquility...i miss you ireland