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okay... i dont know what im updating to say...
im sick of not having someone....i really miss it and want it again...but i cant because im not strong enough so even if it were possible i cant have it...i think its good that i know im not strong enough for it now or for a while but i dont think its necessarily fair that i cant have it...in fac it sucksbut oh well i dont think
im mad at myself because there are alot of people i just dont really hang out with or talk to much anymore not necessairly all my fault but i wish it wasnt so...i miss all the people i got to be close with last year and this year am just...not...it sucks....i am really glad at how many friends i have made this year...all the peopel i hang out with now and like chill with and talk to it is great i just miss alot too...
im sorry for those of you who are mad at me (like my complete and absolute favorite) but im not sorry for my feelings i do stand by them but not just out of dislike...know that some is indeed out of caring and just defensivness for you...cause i cant bare to see you hurt...so i stand by my opinion whether be pig headed or not...but im sorry
and im sorry to those of you who are mad at me about things that ive done...you know what im talking about but im not sorry for what i did...just that it makes you upset or what ever it does do...cause that sucks...so im sorry
dont know what else to say i just hope the school year goes by fast cause im done with it
oh yeah my band broke up guys...it sucks...but yeah...so who knows how al those things i had talekd about like maybe us playing shows or something will go now...prolly not so well... yeah
im sick of not having someone....i really miss it and want it again...but i cant because im not strong enough so even if it were possible i cant have it...i think its good that i know im not strong enough for it now or for a while but i dont think its necessarily fair that i cant have it...in fac it sucksbut oh well i dont think
im mad at myself because there are alot of people i just dont really hang out with or talk to much anymore not necessairly all my fault but i wish it wasnt so...i miss all the people i got to be close with last year and this year am just...not...it sucks....i am really glad at how many friends i have made this year...all the peopel i hang out with now and like chill with and talk to it is great i just miss alot too...
im sorry for those of you who are mad at me (like my complete and absolute favorite) but im not sorry for my feelings i do stand by them but not just out of dislike...know that some is indeed out of caring and just defensivness for you...cause i cant bare to see you hurt...so i stand by my opinion whether be pig headed or not...but im sorry
and im sorry to those of you who are mad at me about things that ive done...you know what im talking about but im not sorry for what i did...just that it makes you upset or what ever it does do...cause that sucks...so im sorry
dont know what else to say i just hope the school year goes by fast cause im done with it
oh yeah my band broke up guys...it sucks...but yeah...so who knows how al those things i had talekd about like maybe us playing shows or something will go now...prolly not so well... yeah