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well...missy broke up with me...hlskdufh;hjsdg;jsd...i mean as much as i talked about how i knew i would mess up and stuff...i really didnt expect that to be the end...its just...lkuhgfdoh...it hasnt even been a day and i miss her more then i can say...she means so much to me...and the thing is i dont blame her at all...she did absolutly nothing wrong and was truly amazing to me till the very end...shes still one of the most amazing people ive ever met and i know i was blessed for having her in my life at all...but im gunn amiss having her as my...yeah...sooo much...she made me so entirly happy...and i guess i did less than...gfkl;gjl;dgij...and alot of people are asking me if i think we'll go back out...i know id like that...more then anything...i know id do anything for it right about now...and that id fix any mistakes ive ever made...but i dont think its that...i dont think that its only bad timing...i think it is just...im not the person she wants to be wtih anymore...and having a realization like that...hurts worst then anything...i like her so much and would take her back quicker then anything...but i know that i wont get the chance...so why bothe rthinking about it at all...i miss you...