If u dont want my life to bore u dont read it

Jan 21, 2005 17:01

Today i had my first calculus test. I literally learned it all from a two hour crash coarse with Werner last night and going to the math lab for three hours today. When it comes to school work i know i can do it and do it well but for some reason that doesnt mean im gonna do it. My procrastination is so awful sometimes. i had a speech due on Wednesday. So tuesday night i sat at my comouter at about 12 and opened microsoft word and i minimized and watched tv for 5 hours then at 5am i wrote my speech in about 20 minutes. I just dont make sense. One thing the stress is good for is rockclimbing. I did awesome today!! I did 2 new coarses and got to the top of both. That made me soo happy. My rockclimbing partner however did not get to the top of either, if he did i would have been happier. I am happy though that i actually woke up (with an unplanned phone call though) and i went to the math lab and sat there for 3 whole hours. I want to be a dentist so i think i should stop with the procrastinating. I want to get a six pack. Im gonna go to washboard 30 minute abs at least 2-3 times a week. My rockclimbing partner said something upsetting today. He was like I was wondering does ur boyfriend mind you going rockclimbing with me, does he say anything about me. Josh does kid around sometimes pretending to be jealous about it but i dont think he means it. i hope he doesnt because i have no bad intentions. I feel like hes the equivilant of jon rey or emma. And if i compare him to jon and emma that means hes a good friend. josh has all the people hes close to up and i dont the closet i have to that is josh, ali, and the rockclimbing partner jonathan. And one of the hardest parts of going to college was not have jon emma and my mom. i know im too sensitive but whatever.
oh and thank you Ber for ur comment i had the same feeling but Muffin did die unfortunatley. It was pretty sad. when i found out i was like am i gonna cry and i didnt at first but of coarse i cried. i liked that little guy. i guess i get another one and he will be just as special.
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