Nights like this....
I just take my iPod and go for a walk and listen to depressing music while I chain smoke. Haggard's misery and gin, Walker's I feel like Hank Williams tonight and basically every song off bona drag. Being alone and depressed is running its course full throttle, life stinks like the stench off 225 at night. Hopefully life gets better but knowing my luck it's going to stink. Might be getting a new job so fingers crossed. I look forward to getting a motorcycle soon and going cross country with Tim to see his dad. We are both getting Harley's so that's cool, he wants a fatboy and I want a dyna so that's something I look forward to in life right now really. Josh will be down here in 8 days yet nights like this all I do is cry and hate life.