Could this day get any more shittier?
Go to visit my parents, my mom tells me I need a suit and I'm like ok. She says she doesn't know how long she is going to be around and wants me to have something nice if she dies. Then she keeps asking me if she is going to be a grandma soon before she can't walk anymore? She's like hurry up I retire next year from work and I can take care of your baby while you both work. Seriously mom quit putting me on the verge of tears when we have "talks". Next time she brings it up, I'm just going to tell her the truth and say No! Carly is gone so no I will not be a father nor will you be a grandma because no one else matters. I feel like punching walls or smashing glass. I guess I just need to calm down, she means well but it just comes out wrong sometimes. Ughhh I need a drink now, a sad song and a cigarette. I guess I'll be off to some bar in a bit after my nerves calm down.