Went to church with my mom yesterday.
Click to viewLater on before I went to bed I got on my knees near my bed and prayed to god begging and screaming in my head how much I love Carly and miss her, I just want to see her one more time. I doubt I will instead I had her in my dreams and then once again waking up sad. I hope god will at least listen to my prayers of taking care of her dad, mom, brother, and her 2 doggies. I also hope he listens to my plead of putting a million guardian angels around Carly while she's working or out and about, I don't want anything bad to happen to her and for her to stay happy forever.